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Archive for February, 2009

this town

I spent my saturday hooked on dvds. Always the best reason to stay inside and do nothing…hehe…went to have dinner with Kuhan, just to make sure that I stay sane..and it’s valentine. Such a wonderful feeling seeing people selling roses by the road. Somehow Bangsar didn’t feel so Bangsar anymore :)
Sunday is more demanding. Preparation for Monday classes, catching up with readings..suddenly remembering, I was supposed to plan my time but again it was already too late! Hopefully next week will be much better.

The traveling is really taking toll on me…wondering,should I give up KL and embrace a much quieter town. Ohh even the thought scares me! I l didn’t realize I love this town too much.

It’s all about the love!

I decided to write.

Currently in the mood of doing nothing (see my facebook). I had 5 classes on Monday ~ that was the only time I was being productive. Something about young minds inspire me. Good enough reason to be an academician (well, I’m far from being a qualified academician but it does feel good to think that I can strive to become one haha).

I read a bit, my staples ~ KLue and Forward. KLue’s Feb ed. is pretty interesting. Read Becoming Human by Michelle Gunaselan. There is so much truth and bravery in it. Are we opinionated or just plain stupid? mmph…

Planning for a trip to an island. Oh God…I really need a break. Right now I really need to sort out my life…and my priority. I think few major decisions are going to break my heart but I really can’t do this anymore.

Valentine Day is few days away. Forget about the couples haha…this is the time for self-reflecting on why are you still single and most importantly are you happy? Well, personally having a steady relationship is just too much work..hehe and hassle. Perhaps we are shy to admit, the singles…we are happy in our comfort zone and to date or get married, well…a lot of things need to change! unless you are willing to change and give up those comfortableness (well, you have to be really strong when  you think you need a man or a woman, or plenty of men or women haha)..you will only see it as another valentine…duh…

I am becoming lazy. God, please give me strength to be less cynical, more positive and less pretending and more of myself..muahaha.. Happy fast forward valentine.