Perfect memory
I read this thing about being struck by the irkness. How comforting to know that I’m not the only one feeling annoyed with everything around me.
My friends used to give me these negative comments when I did something good. I think I just annoyed them when I was being nice…but I’m no longer friends with these people. So that explains a lot of things (notice my irkness?) I can’t help it. Not sure whether this is permanent or temporary but according to the article, there’s no definite time when this irkness will go away. I’m not sure I want the irkness to go away…mmph…
anyway, despite being hateful…there were indeed a lot of sad news that I’ve been receiving lately.
a cousin died, my uncle died and recently a close friend lost her dad. I can’t stop but to think about life and death. How fragile life is and how real death is…and how surreal it feels. Al-fatihah to them.
