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Archive for August, 2009

soal hati

The weekend is ending…how fast time flies.

On Friday night we managed to meet up despite busy schedule and other required life affairs. It has been a while. It was just really a session of catching up and devouring food.. No wonder, after all these years we are getting bigger!

Nothing much has changed though, it feels like we continued the conversation where we left it before. Ironic :) after all these years, we were still discussing soal hati..hehe…

My experience taught me that sometimes the things that we think is best of us might not be the best after all, Allah SWT knows best. And often enough we feel sad or depressed about something that is not ours to begin with or it was never meant to be (everything in this world is borrowed to us, even our life). Maybe what is missing is reflection. When it comes to the matter of the hearts…only god knows best.

Pandangan mata selalu menipu, pandangan akal selalu tersalah, pandangan nafsu selalu melulu, pandangan hati itu yang hakiki, kalau hati itu bersih..

ironic.

Tomorrow I’m on duty for convocation. I’m listing out, what are the things that I should bring in order to kill time. Must have:

Ipod Shuffle

Books

Ramadhan is fast approaching. The term is ending. I’m wondering, have I improved since last year? As it is time for reflection, it is also time to sort out my priorities. Time to learn from the past and change for the future. May Ramadhan brings peacefulness and courage for me to acknowledge past mistakes and strive to be a better ‘me’. Insya Allah.

Choices of book - Haruki Murakami or something enlightening and soothing to the heart? Perhaps both.

May I survive tomorrow.